I am having a problem. This might be shameful for me to admit it, as this is not a usual thing to happen among girls.

So here it is the list of things I need to do to stop my problem. Once and for all!

1. Pray to Allah that I can stop this problem( before breaking the fast it is)
2. Do a lot of Taubat prayer
3. Read Al-Quran as much as you can
4. Busied yourself doing things: Ukelele, playing dress up, playing makeup, read books, watch movies
5. Don't see anything sinful
6. Don't sit alone
7. Improve your solat( solat membaiki akhlak diri)
8. Friends with good friends (your friends reflect for who you are)

Until here, this is all my list that I will really make sure that I can do it. I know I can do this. If I really want to make a change to be a better person, Allah will always ready to help me. As long as I have my faith in Him and I never give up on myself. Pray for me.

I also should think of people that along the way that never stop praying to Allah to make sure I will be a good person. People that love me and hope that I will be successful in my life. This problem that I am facing right now is haram, it makes Allah mad. What success will be given by Him to me if I keep making him mad?

I should change. I want Allah's blessing more than anything else in this world. I want to always do good, and be successful in Dunya and akhirah