Its been quite a month I did not update any posts. The last time was during January. So here it goes.

Btw, this is just a post for my future self. Its gonna be quite cringy for anyone (except me) who read it. So, I hope that this post does not blow up in any social media (lol as if)

So, a few days ago, my class made a mini farewell party as we're all gonna part away soon (low key sad) then there is this "truth without dare" session. Everyone has to pick a question from this special box (this box is been passing around us in a circle) so somehow each one has their own Qs. AND they need to be honest.

One of the questions that I got,

"Which one do you prefer, guys with muscle or guys with a sense of humor?"

and straight away at that time, I answered that it will definitely guy with a sense of humor. Then they ask why I legit answered "yelaa muscles tu nak buat ape??!!" lolllll me and all of them burst into laughter. And there this one classmate ask " sape nak angkat tong gas?" and I was like " Alaa setakat tu Bangla pekerja tu boleh angkat" lolll me AGAIN. and again they also laugh at my answer

But that was my answer at that time. I mean I don't have a long time to answer it properly and you know with a serious answer. I mean we were having fun, so I only give the random answer.

Anywayyys, I actually have another answer. I mean the proper one.

For me, it doesn't matter how big your muscles are and how funny a guy can be.. if that guy cant take care of me properly, then all of those characteristics is automatic thrash!

Every girl in this world want to be truly loved by someone that can treat them really well, that can be nice to them all the time, that can be their superhero all the time, and can love them until eternity (LOL CRINGY I KNOW BUT LOL IM THE  ONLY ONE READING  IT SOOO FUCK IT)

Kalau jenis lawak, tapi perangai buruk, baik tak payah ( kata mudahnya hohohoo)

Those muscles and sense of humor is a bonus. And I know some guys have a hobby to build muscles, then nevermind. Continue and surely I will support it. I support everything for the one I loved. This also implies to my family and friend. I will always support them in anything.

Truly said, I'm not that kind of people that talk about love. I mean, it feels quite "euwww" to me when I think about it. But sometimes, things need to be said okayyy soooo...yea.

Bye and good night! Be yourself okay, everyone loves you. Ditch people who make you down, they don't deserve you.