High school

College

LACK OF GOOD APPEARANCE

 (selekeh)

QUITE WELL DRESSED

 (need more confident to dress up but it is a good head start)

DON’T LIKE TO SEEM BEING ALONE,

resulting myself to depend on my friend to go anywhere. I want to seem cool. Lol, now I just thought the hell is not cool being alone. Everyone has their own life, they don't want to know pon lah pasal kau haish..

CAN BE ALONE BRAVELY

I can go anywhere myself without waiting on people (this is the thing that I proud the most)

A LITTLE BIT OFF WHEN DOING PRESENTATION,

 I don’t feel confident because even though I speak confidently during presentation, my audience during high school is awful. They stare in puzzlement at you and making bad jokes..

REALLY CONFIDENT IN PRESENTATION

I really appreciate my audience here in college. There are much mature and I can feel that they were really interested in the presentation. I also feel very confident because I can speak English quite well compared to my other classmates.

RUDE WITH TEACHERS AND SENIORS

RESPECT MY LECTURER

But still shy

ALWAYS CURSING

NOT CURSING (ALMOST)

DON’T HAVE TRUE BEST FRIEND

I friends in group. A group of eight. Whenever I have problems, I don’t really know whom to ask for help, as none of them are really close to me… we just you know, some of us happened to be friend just because that one people friend with another friend, so we altogether being friend.  But don’t get me wrong, I REALLY LOVE THEM. They make a good friend, they always make me laugh and happy. But I just don’t have that one friend that I can truly having deep conversation with

I HAVE MY OWN TRULY BEST FRIEND!!

I really love her. I truly am. I always say to Allah how kind of Him to set her up as my friend. Alhamdulillah. I share almost everything with her. I go whenever with her. I feel safe with her. How I really looking forward to have that one friend where I can be myself…and here she is.

NOT MATURE, LIKE TO SEEK ATTENTION

I do fool stuff just to look cute in front of juniors and boy. FUCK. And in fact none of them think I am cute, more to the stupid senior/girl

I know I am pretty fuvk up kan dulu.

KNOW HOW TO CONTROL MYSELF

I don’t do fool stuff just to gain respect from people

THROWING MYSELF AT BOYS

Lol zaman gatal. I wish I can erase that part of my life. I literally always find a way to talk to boys. To think back at it again, I am pretty sure I look dumb in front of them. Furthermore, I am awkward okay. The fact that I am awkward but still make effort to mingle around boys is fuck up ergh

FUCK OFF BOYS

My class only have 9 boys. I don’t give a damn about talking to them. They can go to hell. I only talk to them about works.

DEPENDANT

But at this time, at least I know how to iron clothes and do laundry on my own

MORE INDEPENDENT

I know how to cash out my money. How to on the mobile hotspot. How to buy top up credit. How to online shopping. How to shop alone. Speak bravely with strangers. I know none of this during high school. In fact this the real world out there.

I FEEL  THAT I BEEN LOOKED DOWN BY PEOPLE

I always do stupid things, who would want to respect such person. I always feel that I am being humiliated. People here didn’t trust me to do things.

FEEL RESPECTED BY FRIENDS

To be specific, by my classmates.

My housemate is slightly not because they know the truly me. I am a goofy myself. I am clumsy, a chicken, an awkward.

Conclusion: Be yourself, but don't really expose too much. People will look down at you. Eg: Aiman Tin*

Be controlled, but don’t be controlled to much. People annoyed you for try had. Eg: Asa* Motaw*

Be in between. Eg; Nabila* Razal*

Reference: Episode the Sherry Show with these 3 different artist. I know you remember this, dearself