I will call this girl S

I've been friend with this girl since the first day i arrived at my uni. She is my first friend in class. And she is still my friend in class until now because she and i will always go anywhere together in any class session.

But, in the end of sem 1, she and i somehow close to this two girl in my class who is already bestfriend to each other. At first, me and S are close to both of them. But lately, it is just S who really becoming quite close to them and i am not. Hmm i dont how that happen but somehow it just happen.
But i thought that it was already in the end of sem 1 so i just let that thing go.

Now, in sem 2. Things become more.... S become more close to both of them that somehow at this one point i feel forgottrn by own bestfriend? I mean, i only have S  as my best friend in that class. She also always help me and sometimes being the place for me to ask question about academic. But now i am quite afraid that i will lose her.

okay hold on

I know this sounds childish, and you might be thinking only primary school kids did all this things. But you have to admit it, that you will also get jealous when someone else try to take away the person you loved and hoped the most. And right now this is my case, it is my friend.

to be truth, i dont want to be childish. I dont want to even bother thinking about this silly matter ( i should be doing my assignment by now but instead i am confessing my problems here). But sometimes i couldnt stop thinking about it. I mean, it is only A WEEK i have been here. A WEEK. How i want to survive for the rest of my semester 2 when i keep thinking that S will get bored at me and left me and being friend with that two girl??!! LOL MUCH (i know i am emotional on thing i shouldnt be)

But alhamdulillah you know. I still have my housemates as my friend. Whenever i feel bad at class, i will go back to my hostel  and spend some time with my housemate and insya- Allah, i will forget abou the bad things that happen in class. I also still have my high school friend, we still contact each other through whatsapp group. And that group is always busy with their chatting and i love it :) Also, of course, my family. There are my friends, my blessing and my everything. What ever bad thing happen here at my uni, when i go back home, i become fresh and new again that somehow i just forgot about all the things that bother me.

Hhhahahaah guess what this is still foundation doooo and i've already feel bothered like hell. What will happen probably when i pursue in degree???.....I PROBABLY DEAD HAHAH

No lah, im just kidding. Allah is always with me. He is with me through all the thin and thick of my life. He knows the best of me. He never test me beyond what i can't handle. It means that every problem that i mm facing right now, i can go through it. I believe with Allah.

That is all for today. Have a nice day everyone.Always believe that Allah is indeed will be with you if you put your trust on Him. Alhamdulillah and Adios!