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Guys, I just want to be real and honest.

I am an awkward person.

I don't know why but whenever I'm being alone with somebody either male or female, either I know that person or not... I will end up being awkward and being so speechless, even with my own best friend that I really enjoy talking to! (everyone except my mother! hmmm she always makes me comfortable in any way that possible )
This situation also goes the same when I need to do work, that needs me to pair with someone.

Anybody emmm.. feels the same?

I MEAN I DONT KNOW WHYY IM BEING LIKE THIS

I will be so speechless, so embarrassed with no reasons. And things get worse when the other person gets awkward because of my awkwardness and basically the whole situation will be SUPER AWKWARD LOL

I really want to change this. I cannot blame anyone for this matter

Also, I'm maybe getting jealous with those type of people that can be talking comfortably and cheerfully with almost everyone.. while me, I always get anxious when I talk one to one to person because I was like "what I'm going to talk next ha? think please! " and basically I was brainstorming just to talk to somebody?! WHAT

But sometimes I thought, being jealous is not the solution. It will only bring your self-esteem to drop even lower. That is why I'm here writing, expressing what I could express and while doing that, I want to motivate myself. Sometimes writing helps you to release all of the burdens from inside of you ( besides from praying to Allah, do that too okay my dear friends * reminder to self too* )

With this kind of trouble, I always don't feel happy whenever I want to go back to to my school or uni ( I'm currently studying in uni for foundations). I'm was afraid that my friends are not happy being around me because I'm not a good friend that can cheer them and talk a lot to them. I will always be the boring one and the one that is left ( this is only my thoughts actually, to be exact I'm just afraid that they're going to leave me that's all lol)

I never talk to anyone about my problems because this is basically a small problem, and I don't think they can help me because literally, they cannot  understand my situation

And also, I'm always afraid to join my friend to go hang out because of my "awkwardness" problem...

Any people out there that probably reading this, hope you can comment if you also had the same situation as me. This helps me to know that I'm not alone.

And maybe you might want to help with giving some advice and any motivation words.

So that is it for today. Have a blast everyone!💖

(i may not be a good writer, to be honest, I just basically write what I want to write *melancholic tone* )

*singing Mengintai dari Tirai Kamar by Exist's*

Disclaimer: I am not sponsored *but I hope I will one day, maybe by the company product that  I reviewed. I mean- hey don't worry I'm going to be honest hehehehe *

Hey people!

So, today I'm basically going to do a review for Aiken Tea Tree Oil product (well obviously by the title)

Oh yes, for the people who were wondering what is my age, well I'm 18! The year where everything becomes legal (literally). Under 18 No Fear! ( my favourite comic btw hehehehe)

So being a teenager, skincare becomes more vital than usual. As this were the time where our hormones become "chaotic", and basically this is what happens: acne

By this time, we really really need a good product. So here it is, Aiken Tree Tea Oil. Note that the product I'm talking right now is the pure oil, not the cleanser, not the toner, not everything, only the oil.

Guess what,

THIS PRODUCT WORKS WONDER ON ME!

 (this has somehow become the conclusion of these products xD. Lol because most of the times people will search for the product's review just to know if the product working or not... so far for this one, it definitely work honey! )

My acne problem is that I have this a lot of bumps on my forehead also known as tiny bumps ( my forehead were full of it and it was tremendously hideous! )
And what I like about this product is that it is an oil, so I can put a lot of these products on my palm and basically spread it all over my forehead. Believe me, after around 2 weeks my forehead becomes quite clear and the bumps were reduced quite a lot.

For the case of that big ugly acne, it takes a little bit longer to heal compared to the bumps. But it still heals it.

Plus, in some cases, when I feel itchy around certain places on my faces, I quickly put the oil on that place and poof! the itchiness becomes quite less. How? Read next.

If you are curious about what actually this tree tee oil properties, it was an anti-fungal natural ingredient. It basically kills/ weakens the growth of bacteria, as you know acne are build from bacteria, dirt, oil and dead skin cells that were accumulated in our pores. As I said, this tree tea oil is a natural ingredient, so (InsyaAllah) it is safe to be put on our skin. Btw, if you want to know more about the tree tea oil benefits, you can simply Google it. I also had read a lot of articles about the benefits of the tree tea oil, before I decided to buy this Aiken Tree Tea Oil.

Am I going to purchase it again?
Definitely. (mine already reach the bottom of the bottle xD)

Btw, it only cost me for about RM10 as far as I can remember ( i have already bought it a few months ago, so I can't precisely remember the price)

The Body Shop store also sell it as far I know but maybe it will be a quite more expensive than Aiken ( you can check it by yourself if you're interested)

That is all for my review. If you have anything to ask just leave it in the comment box, InsyaAllah I will be answering it. Thank you for taking the time to read my humble opinion hehe. Have a nice day y'all. May God bless us.


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Hey people!

For people who might not know, BAWAL and SHAWL is a type of scarf ( i explain this because I expect that maybe some of the readers are not from Malaysia or Indonesian or Singaporean or Bruneian - lol literally I was hoping that this post will be read by any international readers hehe) Btw I am Malaysian in case you were asking.

Next, straight to my point why I suddenly want to make this post.

I just want to share which one this type of scarf that I really prefer. The truth is, I wear it according to my mood.

BAWAL - I will wear it when I have to meet someone that needs me to have a good appearance.

This reason is quite lol I guess. I don't know. But bawal scarf suits my face shape the best. And by the way, I am a specky. So when I wear bawal scarf, the spectacles seems quite suitable to style with those type of scarves that have ' roof' (lol) - btw you can google this bawal scarf images in case you did not know ( i just low key wishing; again; perhaps there is an international reader xD ). Then, I will feel confident because lol I think I am pretty when wearing bawal hehe

How I style it: I feel it is suitable to wear with any cotton material cloths- shirts, hoodies, cotton baju kurung

Example: when I go to class, to interviews

Next,

SHAWL: I will wear it when I am with people who make me feel comfortable ( people that I'm brave enough to show my own true-self)

Hmmm for this one I could explain it as the opposite for bawal scarf cases. I just feel that I am pretty and ugly at the same times when I wearing shawl hahaha. I mean, first I am specky as I told you. The spectacles kind of ruin my shawl shape ( around my face) and make it less attractive. Second, I feel that shawl makes my head seems a little bit bigger than usual LOL!

 But as I said, I also feel pretty when I wear it simply because shawl scarf seems more stylish that bawal scarf. A lot of famous people also usually chose to wear a shawl rather than bawal. Also the advantage of wearing a shawl, it is to easy to wear compared to bawal! (let's be real girls it is.. xD)

Example: whenever I go out with my family, and my close friends - no matter where it is as long as I am with them ;)

But actually, sometimes I just wear any scarf that I want to wear on that particular times. You know sometimes, people just need to get out of her comfort zone for a little.

So that is it.

Anyway, bawal or shawl has its own pros and cons based on someone's own opinion.

Okay, that is all for my dumb post xD. Basically, this is just my random thoughts and I just feel the need to write it and share it on the internet. Hope you enjoy! And have a nice day anyone and do not forget to perform your prayer (note to self too hehe). Bonne Nuit!

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